Saturday, February 9, 2008
I've spoken to soon, convincing myself that the new "gym ritual" had scared the demons from my brain. They've returned and are not pleased. It's been over a week of continuous pain and periodic nausea. Unfortunately, meds are off limit for the time being while we attempt to create a new little brother or sister for Finn. The excitement is slowly being overwhelmed by excruciating pain and the depression of going to bed each night anticipating another day of migraines. But, I survived the first time around and keep telling myself I can do it again. "I THINK I CAN, I THINK I CAN!"